Okay, I just decided right now that I'm starting the ABC diet...effective immediately. If anyone wants to join or start tomorrow, let me know! But I've been exceptionally fat lately, and this is no good.
Update later...
"I'm not starving myself. I'm perfecting my emptiness." Just a girl caught in a web of lies, spun between reality and fantasy.
Friday, August 20, 2010
Sunday, August 15, 2010
Packing: Phase One
Alright, first things first, an update. As I've mentioned before, I've been having trouble sleeping, so last night I took a sleeping pill? Yeah, didn't work. Frustrating!!!!!
So, today I studied chemistry at Panera for several hours and have had about 900 calories, which was bad. But at least I shouldn't have gained weight, right? (Crossing fingers) Fortunately, I'm beginning phase one of my packing to move back home for a few weeks, so perhaps that will burn a lot of calories. I'm moving into a different apartment with a different roommate, who is a much closer friend of mine, but our lease doesn't start until a week into September. My college starts really late, so I have over a month before classes!
I'm not really looking forward to all the stuff I have to put together, and the hardest thing is definitely going to be keeping anything that would reveal, uh, shall we say, poor eating habits...so laxatives, ipecac, water pills, journals, etc...secrets secrets.
So, today I studied chemistry at Panera for several hours and have had about 900 calories, which was bad. But at least I shouldn't have gained weight, right? (Crossing fingers) Fortunately, I'm beginning phase one of my packing to move back home for a few weeks, so perhaps that will burn a lot of calories. I'm moving into a different apartment with a different roommate, who is a much closer friend of mine, but our lease doesn't start until a week into September. My college starts really late, so I have over a month before classes!
I'm not really looking forward to all the stuff I have to put together, and the hardest thing is definitely going to be keeping anything that would reveal, uh, shall we say, poor eating habits...so laxatives, ipecac, water pills, journals, etc...secrets secrets.
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