It's almost 2am, and I just can't sleep. I'm torn between just pulling an all nighter to ensure I sleep tomorrow night or just keep drinking my sleepy time tea and try to catch some zzz's later. I'll probably just keep trying to sleep...and fail, I'm sure.
I've been eating around 500 calories for the past few days, which is good. But, of course, since the number can always be lower, I'm still disappointed naturally. I lose more weight, I think, when I eat from 300 to 500 calories because it keeps the metabolism going and is easier to stick with, but let's face it: nothing makes you feel more satisfied than fasting. In my opinion anyway. But as always, when I don't eat as much, I can't sleep and end up drinking massive amounts of black coffee.
Also, I move out of my apartment in a few days to stay at home for a few weeks before moving into my new apartment for the school year. I'm definitely not looking forward to going home because my mom has already been bringing up how it's going to be a few weeks of eating healthy and working out. I swear there isn't a single aspect of my life that she doesn't control. And she wonders why I haven't been calling as often...I'll update again tomorrow probably when I'm doing who knows what...aka nothing...just avoiding food.
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