"I'm not starving myself. I'm perfecting my emptiness." Just a girl caught in a web of lies, spun between reality and fantasy.
Friday, March 4, 2011
Hungry
I'm sitting in my room, feeling my stomach painfully rumbling, my limbs tingling, and my head burning...I know that I'm really really hungry, but I can't make dinner. You see, my roommate is out in the living room, and yesterday I know she discovered that I ate some of her cereal so now I'm terrified to face her. I know it's stupid, and she's probably not even mad or even cares but I do. So when I got home for the day, after having some starbursts and stuffed grape leaves throughout the day, I immediately hid in my room. And here I am, desperately wishing I could eat something and settling for a few sticks of sugarless gum. I just know that I'm going to wake up feeling like shit tomorrow, but I guess I should just be grateful that I'll be losing more weight than I would if I had a 200 calorie dinner. It just sucks that I actually wanted to eat something, you know? Ow, my head is pounding and I can't focus on typing, so I'm just going to leave this post incredibly short and update once I can properly function.
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