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I don't think there was ever a set day or event that caused it. Judging by my actions as a child, I think it was only a matter of time before I lost it. When I first began not eating, I don't think I was really even doing it to lose weight. It was just one meal at a time, or not wanting to eat while at work or in public, until slowly it morphed into something else entirely.
People say you never know what you've got until it's gone, but in this case, I think I never knew what I had until I had it all...and it's destroying me.