"I'm not starving myself. I'm perfecting my emptiness."
Just a girl caught in a web of lies, spun between reality and fantasy.
I am sorry hun! I know you say that don't care, but I have a feeling that you do. I know you didn't get your hopes up, but I think that you did a little, maybe just a little? Did he like call you and put it off?
Yeah, I know I do care a little, but I try to convince myself I don't. He has a thing for one of his classes tonight that he found out about this morning and apologized profusely, which was nice, but still...It just reminds me why I SHOULDN'T get my hopes up anymore. I just need to control that emotion better.