Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Awww I love you all!

I just wanted to say how much I love getting comments, and it was nice to know that you were glad I posted again.  I just assumed people would have forgotten about me, but it made me smile to see I was wrong.  I've been in a lot better of a mood lately, which will probably be obvious in my posts.  I think they were getting more depressing by the day this summer, and I can't even reread them.  Sometimes it's a little frightening how dark my thoughts turn.

Sadly, however, I binged on fiber one bars a few hours ago?  Granted, I still consumed less than 1500 calories, which is considered a normal amount I think for people.  So hopefully I won't have logically gained weight, but the fiber one bars are going to destroy my stomach...which is why I haven't gone to sleep yet.  I'm a little nervous about how terrible I'm going to feel tomorrow as a result.  I need to work, drink tons of coffee (and maybe a red bull because I really want one right now), and then work out.  No margaritas tomorrow for me, as I had originally planned, especially because the guy I've liked forever will be in town this weekend.  I'd like to look pretty for him!

I think I'm going to distract myself tomorrow at work by writing some poems and perhaps bring my computer with me.  If I come up with a really good one (that isn't ridiculously depressing...although it most likely will be...can't help it!), then I'll post it.

2 comments:

  1. Aw, of course we missed you! I'm really glad that you're back, lovely.
    I hope you end up posting one. I would love to read it. <3

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  2. Ooo yea! poems!
    Mmmm boy are the best motivation for looking good! If I wasn't so crazy for my little monster man I probably wouldn't care how I look.. (ok that's bs, i'd still be EDNOS lol) I'm so glad you're back, and those sad posts are ok..it's a good way to reflect and release!
    xoxoxoxo

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